I don’t like LIARS!!!!!!!! 2-15-19
Feb 15, 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SMJqa_nrGDg

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um my god you guys it's already 2:30
I like clearly have not done anything
today that I need to do I just got out
of Michaels and forgiveness it's so cute
his name is artsy fartsy no his name is
Artie here's a snow monster and he was
originally 1699 but I got him on coal
errands for $5.00 at Michael's craft
store but he's so soft that I think this
is gonna be really nice for my neck at
night and then or give this one to my
husband because he's like a neck pillow
by two and then I got his little sister
and her name is fearest right Texas yeah
fear is she's the fairest of them all
and she is the cutest thing ever
she only has hands she wasn't her feet
well he only has he only has arms too
anyways yes they're like little neck
pills but look how soft they are
oh my gosh I like fell in love with them
the minute I seen so I picked those up I
picked those up for me and Ollie because
we always like to have a pillow under
our neck I don't know why but that's
just us and for five bucks those were
really soft and our posts were like
needing to meet the garbage cans so I
picked those up now I am on my way home
because I have some things to get done
before I go live with you guys tonight
so
anyways I am going to start driving it's
really nasty out so I'm actually not
going to drive and vlog today because I
really probably need to pay attention to
the roads so anyways I will check in
with you guys in a little bit and I hope
I'll check in with you before I go in my
life if not I'll see you guys hello you
guys I had the most amazing time on live
tonight with you guys oh well I'm not
gonna say live tonight because we're
actually on Fri
we're on Friday you guys I did not close
my vlog yesterday no I didn't I didn't
close I didn't because I just I don't
know what my problem was
I think cuz it got so late and I was
trying to get the kids out and try to
get them in the bed and oh but um I had
the most amazing time on live last night
though you guys that was bomb I got to
teach people what Fupa was I was able to
teach people what dropping the kids off
at the pool was like girls and boys I
have decided to do is I do want to do
lives twice a week I think it's
important I think that as my channel is
growing I think that it's something that
I want to do because I love to catch up
with you guys just like you guys like to
catch up with me and you know it's that
interaction that I absolutely love is
being able to talk to you guys and and
that makes for a great filling okay hold
on just a second daddy will be back in
the house in a minute and so anyways
that is one thing that I am gonna start
doing is lives I haven't decided what
days yet that I'm gonna do that but I
will be keeping with the same days every
week so I will
talk about that more on today's vlog so
I know it's gonna be a little bit
confusing you and be like what today is
well you've got you're talking on today
but remind you today is for Valentine's
Day I'm a day behind I did want to
mention something I'm a little bit
disappointed actually so okay there was
a person on my life last night
and the name was under she's been
remixed SH es BAE in space remix r.e.m
IX ad this person told me that she came
from my channel because I was called out
or someone called me out under the name
Diamond life and has a hundred
fifty-three thousand subscribers I got
so exciting so I was just like oh my
gosh like I couldn't imagine that
somebody would find such a small channel
like mine and call it out for such a
high amount of subscribers so I jumped
over when I got off the live I jumped
over to Diamond life and I was watching
the videos and I'm thinking why would
this person call me out like I'm totally
not even I mean it is a review channel
in a way but this channel would not take
their time reviewing someone like my
channel that's my opinion now I could
totally be wrong on this and this person
could have totally called me out but my
subscriptions have not gone up one
number since two days ago so that pretty
much tells me okay you guys Omar or Ezra
honey you almost off my camera over
please stop that tells me that this
person she's been remixed used that fib
Ettore
and told me Omar
and told me that I was called out from
this person so that everybody on my
channel would jump - she's been remix
and subscribe to her channel however I
know that I think some of my my people
did some of you guys it did jump over to
her channel and subscribe I unsubscribe
and the only reason why is because I
don't appreciate being lied to
first of all Diamond life isn't a video
a channel that I don't think would ever
affiliate with me especially when I got
on there and it's not about the person
the person absolutely has that's not it
but um I don't know I I just don't see
it being something that they would have
even taken two cents of seconds to call
my name out I watch multiple videos last
night trying to find where my name got
brought up and there is nothing and I
just don't believe that it was true
so anyways since then I did go back on
to that lady's YouTube channel she's
been remix and I unsubscribe because I'm
not gonna give a subscription to
somebody that's gonna lie to get a
subscription
I mean clearly she just had to ask and
we could have went over and subscribed
to her channel but lying and saying
something like that that's not fair to
me
so anyways I want to share that with you
guys cuz I was a little bit appalled I
was like okay why lie why why fit
there's a reason to fib um so anyways so
let's do our reading for today I'm
really glad that everybody said that
they really in are enjoying this book
I'm I love this book like I said I am
NOT personally writing in it because I
do vocal obviously I talked about my
entry of my journaling but I think it's
very important for you guys to also do
the the journaling so so today we are on
January 15th
it says no matter how overwhelmed
frustrated and ineffective I may have
felt yesterday I will give myself grace
compassion and permission to try again
today
Wow let's read that one again I love
rereading some of these no matter how
overwhelmed frustrated and ineffective I
may have felt yesterday I will give
myself grace compassion and permission
to try again today that is so awesome
and I really like that entry because
it's so true that there are days where I
just feel like I didn't do enough for
that where I could have done more and
you know in those feelings it's hard to
have that feeling you know when you want
that so bad and so it's nice to know and
it's a great reminder that you know the
next day it's okay to say you know what
maybe yesterday was a little bit of a
harder day for whatever reason whether
it be didn't sleep good the night before
maybe you weren't feeling very good
you're just just one that lazy day to
turn around and um to turn around say I
will make today a better day and it's
okay to have those days where you just
where you just don't really want to do
anything you know I mean I think we all
are human and we all have those days and
I surely do but my biggest thing is I
just try not to repeat those days over
and over again because then it becomes a
habit so and I did not work out last
night but that's because I was on live
so I did not work out but I did do quite
a bit of walking up Michaels well
running basically and then today I will
definitely get in there and do my
working out they don't know exactly what
all I have planned for today but I do
have a few more things that I need to do
for vinylene and get some shipments out
I'm hoping today because they need to
they really need to be sent out I am
gonna take a look into that P oh not P
oh um the post office pick up or
whatever I really do want to set that up
because I think it would make it so much
easier really I just don't understand
how then how do you pay for the shipping
because if you don't have I don't know
how I mean does anybody know how they do
the shipping part on that like how do
they charge the shipping if you haven't
got your packages weighed before you Mel
um I don't know how that works but
anyways um today is not gonna be a very
long day because I had my life but I
just wanted to check in with you guys
for this morning though and close my
yesterday's vlog so I could start
today's vlog but I hope you guys enjoy
the rest of your day today and I really
hope that everybody enjoyed their lie
last night and I will check in with you
guys here shortly and start my Friday's
vlog alright talk to you guys later bye
bye
